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Edgar Degas – Dancer in Blue

Dancers in Blue

 

Dancer in Blue by Edgar Degas, 1834-1917, Musee d’Orsay

Dancer in Blue by Edgar Degas painted in 1890 is a typical example of his work and an excellent example of impressionist art. The picture is done in pastel on paper, which was one of his favorite mediums. True to the inspiration of the impressionist movement, he enjoyed getting out of the studio to capture his impression of real life at a moment of time. As this picture shows he was interested in capturing real life situations and exploring the way lighting affected the color and texture of his subjects. One can see in Dancer in Blue the short choppy strokes and arbitrary use of color so typical of the impressionists.

Dancer in Blue exemplifies Degas as a realist. One can see by his use of the snapshot images of a real situation with accidental arrangement, rather than a staged studio arrangement of the subject, and by the way he draws his subjects with out idealized notions of beauty that he is striving toward reality.

Degas was a linearist artist with strong use of line in his paintings although this one due to the low lighting of the subject shows a painterly effect due to the value and high key shadows and flowing biomorphic shapes. He uses a full palette of color with highly defined simulated textures, which is very typical in the Impressionist works. This particular painting has limited space without a defined background that brings attention to the figures. I enjoy the free and relaxed style of Dancer in Blue, there is a vibrant energy, without being overworked

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Daddy’s 99th Birthday

Last week would have been my father’s 99th birthday. Such events often draw our minds vividly to to other places and times.

Daddy fell in the bathroom and was in the hospital. It was the phone call that I knew was coming. It was the phone call I was dreading. Now, how could things ever change. The call was from my brother, to let me know, our father’s Parkinson’s disease had progressed. The injuries he sustained were relatively minor. No broken bones, just a knock on the head and a few stitches. But, the doctor now felt that daddy needed 24 hour supervision and could no longer live independently. Ill equipped as we were, my brother and I were “the family” and the ones responsible to make the arrangements. Nothing we learn in school prepares us for the time when the child must become the caretaker of the parent.

To say we were not close to my father is an understatement. My father let no one get close to him. He was an alcoholic. He was mean spirited. He was feared by John and me growing up in his house. As a child I learned that to lay low and stay our of Daddy’s way, was to stay out of harm’s way. The lesson was harder for my brother to learn. He had inherited Daddy’s stubborn streak. From the time John was a toddler they butted heads and the conflicts resulted in beating with my father’s belt most of the time. When we were small, he  was a frightening monster to be feared. He was an explosion of rage waiting to go off. As we grew, we watched Daddy’s alcoholism grow.

By the time we were entering our teen years, Daddy spent most of the time he was at home in a drunken stupor, hardly aware of his surroundings. Although no longer the source of fear of physical punishment. Feared none the less. Riding in the car with him was as frightening as any thrill ride and more life threatening. There was the constant threat that he could so and say things that friends, not living with an alcoholic, would never understand. In AA they refer to alcoholism as the elephant in the room that no one talks about. It seemed my father himself was the elephant in the living room. The we didn’t want our friends to see. The one we didn’t want to talk about. He could still erupt into a fit of rage at the slightest provocation but it had become a little easier to avoid him.

As I entered the stage of early adulthood, he was still the larger than life monster to be feared. I left home as soon as I was able after high school. Shortly after I moved out, my parents divorced. Daddy moved to California with his girlfriend, Ethel, who I had never meet. The divorce and his move 2,000 miles away were fine with me.

For about ten years I had almost no contact with my father, outside of societal requirements such as Birthday and Christmas cards. I went about my own life, happy to be detached from his. Then with failing health, daddy and Ethel came back to Michigan. To die? Removed from the situation for so long, it was easier to be somewhat objective about my father. Animosity turned to an ambivalent acceptance. Children have a love for their parents no matter what kind of parents they are. This makes it near impossible to completely dismiss your parent from your life. You never completely get over the need to receive your parent’s approval and to have them love you back. Raising my own children, I was always aware of the way I interacted with them. It was impossible to avoid reflection on the contrast of how I was raising my children, how I was raised and how my father was raised.

Charles Dickens could not have painted a bleaker childhood than that of my father. His was a young immigrant family. I am sure with all the hopes and dreams any immigrants to America with them. In 1918, with five small sons, the flu epidemic shattered their world forever. His father and youngest brother, just a baby died. His mother alone with five very young children turned to the church for help. The church gave her a job on the condition that she turn over the boys to them. At the age of four my father went to live in the orphanage. I can’t even imagine a child’s life in that place. An enormous five story building housing hundreds of children. The priests were certain that stern discipline and hard labor were the only way to raise responsible children. Children were born of original sin, which had to be beaten out of them. Hard work would make strong men. The tidy profit off the huge farm worked by many tiny hands didn’t hurt the Church either. The orphanage was where my father would spend the next ten years of his life. A brother died there in an accident. It was decided when daddy was in the 6th grade, that he didn’t have the academic ability to continue in school. From then on there was no break in the labor. He worked long days in the fields. When he was fourteen, his mother married. What was left of the family was reunited. His stepfather was a farmer ad a good man. Possibly the only person i the world Daddy ever looked up to. For the fist time in his young life he was happy. His days filled with working the family farm alongside his step-father. The happiness was short lived. after only three years, his step-father died suddenly of a heart attack. Deserted again.

Given the time to ponder these things, it was now easy to see he seemed the monster, because he was never socialized into a family. He had no idea what a family was or what his place was in one. This insight weighed heavily on my mind during the hour long drive to the hospital. Entering his hospital room, what I saw stunned me. This was not the father of my youth. This was the father who had tried to do the best he could. The remnants of a broken man, in ill health and faulty mind. I was amazed that his stature seemed so small and frail. It was my job to explain to him that he would not be going home, but to a home, where people could take care of his needs. He admitted that he didn’t completely understand what was going on or where he was going, but as long as I would be the one to drive him there, then he would go. I cried.

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The Problem With QR Codes

 This is such simple advice, but I have seen all these mistakes. I love the approch of Scott Stratten’s UnMarketing Keynote at the NAMP conference, discussing QR Codes and the problem with them. Just wanted to share his genius with you. To book Scott to speak at your eventhttp://www.UnMarketing.com/Services/Speaking/ or call 1-888-580-9969


First man to make a cell phone call speaks out

Martin Cooper; “You should not be a slave to your telephone,” he said. “The technology is there to serve you, not the other way around. If the technology is not making your life better — if it is robbing you of experiences in the real world that you would otherwise be enjoying — then you are working for it, when it should be working for you.”

Read Bob Greene’s artical here: http://www.cnn.com/2011/OPINION/04/10/greene.cellphone.cooper/index.html?eref=mrss_igoogle_cnn


Interactive Resume

Spidersart Resume

Experimenting with different types of resume. Clicking on the text above will take you to a resume presentation of sorts.


Thrill the World – Zombie Walk

Saturday October 23, 2010, was Portland’s 4th annual Thrill the World Zombie Walk. Around 200 participants performed to Michael Jackson’s Thriller in Pioneer Courthouse Square, followed by a Zombie March through the streets of downtown Portland, finishing up by Saturday Market in the waterfront park.

Thrill the World had comparatively modest beginnings. On Sunday, October 29th, 2006, Thrill Toronto’s 62 zombies officially set the first Guinness World Record for “Largest Thriller Dance!” (in one location).

Thrill The World 2009 had 34 nations and more than 250 cities from all around the world participating. As a side effect of the 2009 Thrill the World, the events raised over $100,000 USD for 80 charities.
(Thrill the World information from Wikipedia )

The weather was kind and stayed in the drizzle range for the dance and most all of the walk. There were 200 participants for the Thrill the World dance and I have to guess four to six times that many for the walk.

There was a wide range of ages, from retired folks to little kids, all having a blast playing Zombies, including whole families.

One of the things I love about this city, is the people of Portland, who never pass up the opportunity to dress up and go out and play. I am so looking forward to next year.

All my Zombie Walk photos can be seen at Spidersart Studio – Zombie Walk – Thrill the World

Happy Halloween, to all!


Trimet Green Line Opening

Today was the opening day for the Green Line train in Portland, OR public transportation system.
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It is a big deal here. Especially for anyone who rides the 72 bus on a regular basis.
The 72 is the bus line that services 82nd Ave. 82nd is a very busy shopping and business route, and even with the buses running every 15 minutes, it has been over crowed for a long time.
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The Green Line is an electric train which will run on brand new tracks parallel to both 82nd Ave and highway 205, from the Clackamas Town Center Mall. At the Gateway Transit center the new track connects with the old and the Green Line will be on the same route with the Red and Blue lines running into downtown. At the transit Center downtown, the Green will again pick up on new tracks running over to Portland State University. They have included plenty of free parking at each stop, which is really great.
Portland is a city never to shy away from a reason to party, and today was no exception. Trimet offered free rides all day. There were big organized events all day at five of the stops along the route. the biggest being held at the Clackamas Town Center,
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and at Pioneer Square.
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We went to Clackamas Town Center, enjoyed the music
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and the many booths,
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and rode the Green Line downtown. Trimet has estimated that over 40,000 people rode the Green Line today, and I have to say a good time was had by all.
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More of my photographs from today can be seen here. Spidersart Studio